ready for a warm, sunny day. One where I can take a nap with the window open, curtains barely moving, with the sound of a car driving by every now and then...

 I want you because you're different
I don't want you because your kind of different scares me

I want you because you're so like me
I don't want you because I scare myself

I want you because I know there is no way to actually have you
I don't want you because I remind myself of this daily

I want you because my jealousy overrides everything
I don't want you because you don't want me enough

I want you because I like the challenge
I don't want you because I don't think I can overcome this challenge

I want you because you wanted me so much at one time 
I don't want you because that time is over
 

sigh. la romance. something i am destined to always misunderstand.